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Well… I don´t want to say anything about it yet, but I started with a few small tasks of my big project.
Honestly, even these few small NECESSARY tasks make me go nuts.
I have such a headache and I still have a few stuff to do before I can begin my project.
The silence from stopping my music is just as worse as listening to music. It´s so exhausting.
Im really looking foward to see how future-me plans to do all this stuff.

Goddamit I just had the most epic freakin unscripted battle in skyrim I´ve ever had the pleasure to experience.
Its awesomness almost made my PC crash.

I´ve been traveling trough skyrim with two followers and my dog and then there was this village full of forsworns beeing attacked by two dragons. 
Unfortunately they noticed me… all of them.
And like that wasn´t even bad enough a patrolling group of stormcloaks and a group of imperial soldiers found their way in and started battling.
My game almost froze at that point, so I managed to call durnehviir, tame a dragon and rain death from above.
Im sure if I stayed at the ground my game would have crashed.

It looked so awesome from above. there were about 4 conjured monsters on the battlefield, enemies everywhere and two dragons fighting in the sky.
It was just amazing. It was just such a massacre down there. It was still fun non the less ordering the dragon to attack people down bellow while wielding the voice from above as well.

It was awesome. I loved it. That´s how the civil war should have looked like. 

Possible big umineko project problem

Well then, it´s 2:15 a.m. over here, I just arrived today and Im so happy to be back again.

I usually don´t post stuff liek this but this time I jsut have to write something.

I had quite some time thinking stuff trough during my holidays in greece.
Our house there is quite old so there was no internet, so there was plenty of time to think about stuff. It´s obvious that while thinking about stuff there were good and bad moments, but there was something that stuck with me the whole time and that´s a Umineko project I once had planned.

Well it followed me around during my time and didn´t leave me alone and that bothers me a lot. 
Im not announcing anything. Theres a 50% chance that it might be my next project.

Theres just this huge problem I have with this project: It´s driving me nuts.
It drove me nuts while beeing away from home.
It´s driving me nuts if I try to think about how to start.
If it´s not going to drive me nuts while Im thinking about how to start, it will drive me nuts before I start it.
If it´s not going to drive me nuts before I start it, it wlll drive me nuts while Im creating this project.
And if it´s not going to drive me nuts while Im creating it, it will certainly drive me nuts once it´s finished.

So why should I even start this project right?
Well it´s because I have the feeling if I do not start and finish this project, I won´t be able to start my other projects. It´s like this boulder  that blocks all my other projects. Sure I could walk around the boulder, but I don´t want to.
This project should not be such a big deal. I have the confidence and the willpower to let this happen, but the hardest part is after it´s finished and that´s highly demoralizing. 

There is a pretty high chance that even if it´s finished it will never see the light of day.
So Im going to think this one trough the upcoming days and see if I want to invest my time into it. It certainly would be something great for me and I hope some of you would like it too, but before anyone else can like it, I have to make sure that Im happy with my decision and my project and if that doesn´t happen, then the project will not be finished.

Sorry for my short rant. If you can call it that. Or whatever it was. 

I was tagged by sayoyasuda and dolphibunSorry for the horrible quality.I hope you can read my handwriting. I have two kinds of handwriting. You can see both here. I hope you can read it.And sorry for the random doodles. Boredom took over.That´s all.Im tagging anyoen who sees this meme on their dash and wants to try it out as well. 
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I was tagged by sayoyasuda and dolphibun

Sorry for the horrible quality.
I hope you can read my handwriting. I have two kinds of handwriting. You can see both here. I hope you can read it.
And sorry for the random doodles. Boredom took over.
That´s all.

Im tagging anyoen who sees this meme on their dash and wants to try it out as well. 

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